HOI KNG SNO KA MAN SUMMER SNA MAGANDANG LIBRO IBBGAY MO! KUNG HINDI.... god know's what i can do...

anyway... wala lang... i just wanna post this...

ming... christmas wish natin...

that's what's on my mind...

huh?

right now i'm reading this book... sole survivor by dean koontz... damn... i don't want to sleep... i just wanna read read and read... i don't even wanna eat...

hahaha... well i just finished reading stravaganza...it's so cool... i wish i could be like him... he lives in two worlds... he's weak on the other but so alive and free on the other.. i wish i have a life like his... it is so so so... so-so...

well... not nuch has changed. i'm still me. intact and breathing. i'm not alive. when you're alive you feel something. i don't. i'm breathin' but dead in the inside.

hahahaha.

last night, i thought i was gonna die.

i painted my art club project with poster paint in my room. i closed the windows and the door. when my mom entered she asked me what i painted it with. i said i used paint. she suddenly shouted "mamatay ka niyan magbukas ka ng bintana! *i hastily open the freakin' window (just one) * hoi! mamatay ka niyan bukas buksan mo pa yang iba!"

so i did....

well...

hahaha... it's like a movie...

NOW SHOWING: THE DEVIL WEARS MENDREZ...

('di pwede ang buntis ng high heels... matisod sila... [unta... wahaa... :P] )

claudine said she didn't know what to do in the afternoons so i proposed a "project" we were to look for a "crush" may it be freshmen or whatever then we'll stack them in the free afternoons... fun isn't it? hahahaha... well i already have mine... well... he's... * * * * *... hihihihi.. ;)

well... i kept pointing guys for claudine but she would give comments so she just gave up looking for boys... so we went here at the lib.... the first year girls seated beside me are laughing about this love calculator thing.... they kept putting their names and their crushes... weirdo.... hahahha....

anyway, we just had our enrichment class... film app.. i dunno... hahahha.... but there's something that makes me wanna go to that enrichment class.... ;)

wala lang... hahaha... well... last night me and my mom fought... because she texted about dinner and i wasn't able to read her text message and she kept on cursing... "putang ina mo...." and all those stuff... then my aunt call asking me to prepare HER heels (which i really know by heart that it was no longer with me) then i told my mom that it wasn't with me and that probably it was already returned but my aunt just didn't know... then my mom was all babbling and cursing once again... "putang ina mo..." so i started crying... then i couldn't help the tears from flowing anymore so i decided to take a  bath... my eyes and my sty was already swelling so i finally stopped then i cried again upon entering the shower...

there were just so many things my boisterous laughs hide...

and this is one of them...

others think i just laughed and laughed... but i don't

sometimes i cry...

hard...

nothing really happened except that i have a new hairstyle (layered of some sort)
really that's all...

we had our recognition a while ago... nyayaya...

i watched high school musical last night and it didn't meet my expectations...

i thought that it would be so cooll... it is but anyway...........

kapoi na sulat............

lei!!!!!!!!!!!!

not really...

but anyhow....

well... i'm doing absolutely nothing this summer! ass in zero... well... not really zero... just unki business... and a lot of wimpy crying... been crying a lot these days... i have lots in my mind... wanna die... really... but.... whatever....

tomorrow, i'll be home alone! yippee!! my mom and her hubby's gonna go to the province, my lola's in camigiun! so i'll be stuck with my almost nonexisting lolo! yippee!!

i drank this ultimately good red wine last week... Novellino i think... it's a bit sweet and bitter... but not bittersweet... yummy.... but so far i'm loving Carlo Rossi.... wakekeke....

uhmm... what else.... no new stuff in my life.... well... i have new slippers! (not good enough for public viewing...)

so sucky....

wanna..........

die........................

we met at MTS at around 7 and we went to Villa Christina at about 8 plus... we rode on vina's car and we placed our bags on top of their car... it was so funny coz we suddenly stopped in the middle of the road coz vina's mom thought that a bag fell... so we stopped over the side of the road... vina's parents went out of the car and asked the jeepney drivers if they saw any bags falling.... so funny.... it was just vina's mom's imagination... hahaha....

vina's mom was so funny coz she kept saying "the jeep's still calling passengers!" my other classmates rode in the jeep... hihihi....

when we arrived, we walked like a gazillion miles before we reached the pool... the enormous and mossy pool... hihihi..... even the baby pool was mossy!!!

we ate bbq and pork for lunch.... and we swam at about 3 pm.... allana and vina jumped into the 8ft part of the pool and they were like... "kaluod... mossy maxado..." hahaha....i so chickened out coz i didn't want to jump in the 8ft part....

well......... at dinner time we ate pork (again!) and fish that was not fresh and that was recently been eaten by some ants... eeeeeeewwwwwwwww....

what totally pissed me of during dinner time was that someone stole my paper plates! damn those ------!! good thing SOMEONE offered me his paperplate.... hahaha.... i was so shocked that someone offered me his plate.."oh sau na lang..." when i turned to see, it was sir ontoy!!! waaahhhh!!!!!!!!!

anywayz.... oh! wait! our before dinner escapade.... we went to the store to but beer but the guy wasn't there so we went to find the guy.... then we found him and told him to give us 3 San migs.... then... we went to dinner...

after dinner... we drank again.. this time we wanted to drink Emperador brandy but cylron said it was betterif we drank london gin with the jamaica lemon.... so we said yes.... cylron mixed the gin and jamaica all wrong! he just poured the two directly into the container i was like "wtf? you should put the opening together and mix them!"--->in my mind only........ well, it was okay anyway...

then we jumped in the pool... belay was already tipsy after drinking a few shots... it was her first time....... then cylron and chinkay was nowhere to be found... uh-oh....

they were at the store drinking gin!!! we were like "bakit mo kami di sinabihan!" chinkay and cylron were already so tipsy! but they were not drunk... belay finished every drop of gin in the container! she even drank it directly from the container!! now she was drunk!! she was like... Emily Rose!! hihih......

anyway.... yah, the other guys drank red horse but i didn't want to meddle with them coz i don't like their crowd.... hihihi....... we just played cards.... we slept at around2-3 and then woke up to see that sir ontoy was running towards the kitchen coz he wanted to vomit... hahaha........ anyway i wasn't able to really sleep coz vina was on my bed and i didn't want to wake her up... when she finally woke up i was like "hallelujiah...".... then i slept for a while then woke up with aching legs.... i stood up in pain and went out but i just couldn't so i went back to bed and slpt... then i woke up.... we ate pork (AGAIN!) and burnt hotdogs.... with marshmallow... hihi... them we rodew a jeepney going home....

->the end-<

1)I.t. project- im part of the design team and we still haven't planned for a fuckn design....

2) Tahitian danceee- Mongo song.... kappoiii.... we have to like do a milion retouches to our dance.... and the presentation is like 5 days away!!!

3)exams... uhmm... never mind.....

well last night we went to allana's house to finish our math investigatory project.... well... i don't know if they were able to finish coz they kept on backstabbing pipol in the process........ well... we ate chicken, pork, corned beef and this spice noodles... chinkay is such a pig....... grabeh......... hehehe............

then i supported mama with her july dilemmas..... haaaaay.......

well currently our math research is still pending.....

we're having our Pictorial kuno.......... never mind....... for i.t........

i'm so tired.....

i wanna die....

now...............